Friday, December 17, 2010

What can I do?

Michigan City was coooold today! Ya, I texted a friend and she had gotten out of work, so we set out, her, her sister, my sister, and I for Michigan City to go to the lighthouse place mall. My little 13 year old sister wanted to get matching bracelets, but we decided for matching best friend neclaces... That was fun. She also saw the puma store, and had to get new shoes, so she did that. I was able to get a friend a birthday present also, I am really glad about that. We were shopped out when we finally left. Made decent time tho! Got home around 9.

I'm really tired tho.

You know, I don't hate my body, I just hate the size of my body... does that make sense? Sigh. I started a nutrition class a few months ago with my friend. My mom took it and she lost about 30 lbs. I guess I was just expecting the same thing to happen for me. By the end of the class my friend had lost over 20 lbs, and has lost more since then. I lost 5 lbs. 8 as of this morning. I am so very very very dissapointed, and I feel like there is no hope. I will always be this heavy. I didn't realize that being diabetic could really affect the way you loose weight. :(. Sigh. What can I do?

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